"A heartbreaking and hilarious memoir by iCarly and Sam & Cat
star Jennette McCurdy about her struggles as a former child
actor--including eating disorders, addiction, and a complicated
relationship with her overbearing mother--and how she retook
control of her life"--]cProvided by publisher.
#1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER
#1 INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLER
A heartbreaking and hilarious memoir by iCarly and Sam & Cat star
Jennette McCurdy about her struggles as a former child
actor--including eating disorders, addiction, and a complicated
relationship with her overbearing mother--and how she retook
control of her life.
Jennette McCurdy was six years old when she had her first acting
audition. Her mother's dream was for her only daughter to become
a star, and Jennette would do anything to make her mother happy.
So she went along with what Mom called "calorie restriction,"
eating little and weighing herself five times a day. She endured
extensive at-home makeovers while Mom chided, "Your eyelashes are
invisible, okay? You think Dakota Fanning doesn't tint hers?" She
was even showered by Mom until age sixteen while sharing her
diaries, email, and all her income.
In I'm Glad My Mom Died, Jennette recounts all this in
unflinching detail--just as she chronicles what happens when the
dream finally comes true. Cast in a new Nickelodeon series called
iCarly, she is thrust into fame. Though Mom is ecstatic, emailing
fan club moderators and getting on a first-name basis with the
paparazzi ("Hi Gale!"), Jennette is riddled with anxiety, shame,
and self-loathing, which manifest into eating disorders,
addiction, and a series of uny relationships. These issues
only get worse when, soon after taking the lead in the iCarly
spinoff Sam & Cat alongside Ariana Grande, her mother dies of
cancer. Finally, after discovering therapy and quitting acting,
Jennette embarks on recovery and decides for the first time in
her life what she really wants.
Told with refreshing candor and dark humor, I'm Glad My Mom Died
is an inspiring story of resilience, independence, and the joy of
shampooing your own hair. #1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER
#1 INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLER
A heartbreaking and hilarious memoir by iCarly and Sam & Cat
star Jennette McCurdy about her struggles as a former child
actor—including eating disorders, addiction, and a complicated
relationship with her overbearing mother—and how she retook
control of her life.
Jennette McCurdy was six years old when she had her first acting
audition. Her mother’s dream was for her only daughter to become
a star, and Jennette would do anything to make her mother happy.
So she went along with what Mom called “calorie restriction,”
eating little and weighing herself five times a day. She endured
extensive at-home makeovers while Mom chided, “Your eyelashes are
invisible, okay? You think Dakota Fanning doesn’t tint hers?” She
was even showered by Mom until age sixteen while sharing her
diaries, email, and all her income.
In I’m Glad My Mom Died, Jennette recounts all this in
unflinching detail—just as she chronicles what happens when the
dream finally comes true. Cast in a new Nickelodeon series called
iCarly, she is thrust into fame. Though Mom is ecstatic, emailing
fan club moderators and getting on a first-name basis with the
paparazzi (“Hi Gale!”), Jennette is riddled with anxiety, shame,
and self-loathing, which manifest into eating disorders,
addiction, and a series of uny relationships. These issues
only get worse when, soon after taking the lead in the iCarly
spinoff Sam & Cat alongside Ariana Grande, her mother dies of
cancer. Finally, after discovering therapy and quitting acting,
Jennette embarks on recovery and decides for the first time in
her life what she really wants.
Told with refreshing candor and dark humor, I’m Glad My Mom Died
is an inspiring story of resilience, independence, and the joy of
shampooing your own hair.